all about that rainbow

FRED PERRY POLOS FOR SALE!

2011-02-09T15:51:00.001+08:00

Hi friends, I'm just helping a friend to sell his Fred Perry Polos which he wore less than 3 times! They are ORIGINAL and size XS! Please contact him at alloy_94@hotmail.com if you are interested to buy! Thank you so much for your help!

SELLING !!!!!!!

2010-12-12T17:11:00.023+08:00

I am trying to sell off some items(Bonitochico & Vaingloriousyou) I bought earlier. I am trying to clear my stuff(no trades if possible!thanks),all must go! :) Thanks for helping/browsing!

Love,Bonito's COVET Strong Shoulder Work Top

Measurements : Size s 15'' PTP 22'' Down. Sleeves 22''

Selling it at $35(exclusive of postage)

Bought it for $39

Brand New With Tag

Status: SOLD

Suede Work Satchel (In caramel)

Measurements:

12" across

10" height

4.5" base

4" length of handle

Selling it at $25(exclusive of postage)

Bought it for $30

used once before,in good condition

Status: Pending

Weaved Cork Wedges (Cream, Size 37)

Wedge is 3.5" High

Sizing is similar to Charles & Keith

Selling at $25 (exclusive of postage)

bought it for $28

never wear it out before as I bought the wrong size,too big for my foot.

Status: Pending

Flora High Waisted Skirt

comes with a zip at the side

Measures 12" to 14" across, 15" down

selling for $20(exclusive of postage)

bought it for $24

brand new,never wear it out before

Status:Available

Colour Block Dress( Grey & Pink)

Measures 14'' to 17'' PTP(slightly stretchy), 30'' down

selling it at $20(exclusive of postage)

bought it for $27

washed once but never wear it out

Status: Available

Paciencia Grey Bandeau Tieback Maxi

Measurements: Length: 49''. PTP underarms:16''

Selling it off at $22 (exclusive of postage)

Bought it for $27.50

Brand new,too long for me

Status: Available

Briteelia Shimmery Grecian Dress

Measurements: Length: 31''. PTP: 23.5''

Fabric: Made of stretchable cotton. Fabric is naturally shimmery

Selling it off at $22(exclusive of postage)

Bought it at $27

Brand new.

Status: Available

Item(s) once sold will be removed to avoid confusion! =D

I do not mind meeting up in the west/town area(to my convenience).

For normal postage(for apparels) :please add $1.50

For registered postage(for apparels) : please add $3.74

For normal postage(for bag/shoes) : please add $2.50

For registered postage(for bag/shoes): please add $ 4.74

ALL PICTURES ARE CREDITED TO RESPECTIVE BLOGSHOPS (:
Deadbuyers/People who backed-out will be blacklisted immediately.

If you're interested in any of the item,please email me at cool_mf@hotmail.com or leave a comment here, I will get back to you within 24 hours!

Thanks for your help!

2010-11-09T18:31:00.001+08:00

i've made up my mind.kinda of.

2010-11-03T11:55:00.002+08:00

pimples.result of getting stress out.the stress of making decision out of so many other choices.which route is the one that i'll ultimately choose? i chose to pursue something that I prefer,i've been patient.however,i question myself: can I make it? it's not that i'm unwilling to put in the effort,but it really affects my future and i certainly do not want to screw up big time.

getting reply from the *ahem* is seriously damn SLOW! frustration kicks in,hmmm....does desperation shows it too? i really wonder...

getting SAT books soon.looking forward to mug hard.kinda of miss sch,but never mind,i chose to have the gap year.LOL...gotta exercise hard to build up my stamina within how many days.LOL.decided to go for everything and take some time to sit down and really think through before penning down my signature on that piece of black and white paper which will rule my life for the next 10 years or so.gosh.it's a very LONG process.

whew,after typing out,i actually feel so much better.hahaha

i'm a girl who dare to venture.

decisions in life

2010-09-15T22:56:00.001+08:00

biggest decision made in my life.

as emphasized, 'my life'.

no extra explanation is needed to those who jus want to poke their noses in.

i'm just taking a different route in life which i'm looking forward to it, earnestly.

2010-08-10T17:58:00.002+08:00

well, there's really a great studio to recommend peeps out there, that would be...*drum roll* KIM ROBINSON! it certainly has excellent services! they're polite (well,jus dun be nasty to them ,i guess) although the price of the haircut is really HIGH! i got the opportunity to cut it for free due to lovely promotion that dip has told me, upon presenting that promotion bookmark( booking is essential for that studio, by the way), i got it cut for free when the original price is staggering $158!!! but their skills are commendable and they analyse ur face shape and they recommend what hairstyles would be good for u! although the hair stylist jus snip and snap some of my hair, it became a nice shape!! no more helmet-shaped hair for me! thank goodness for his skills! i always thought i look good in short hair, but the hair stylist recomment that i let my hair to grow at least till shoulder length cuz of my squarish jaws, which i'm intending to.after so many years of nagging from some hairdressers that frizzy hair like mind should undergo rebonding so as to achieve straighter hair. and for ONCE, the hair stylist actually say hair rebonding shouldnt have take place, and a kind of hair treatment would do the trick although that would spell $$$ in your eyes, so if one loves your hair and as self conscious as I am, save up to go for a excellent hair cut. many would think it's extravaggant and i certainly wouldnt deny it. well,it's one's choice.some ppl prefer to pamper themselves once in a while, others may think it's wasteful.but in any case, a good recommendations!

numb

2010-07-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

cried during my meal.

dread going to work.seriously.

dont feel like going to work any longer.

it sucked my energy.

i hate saturdays.,

clinging onto the teeny weeny hope

2010-07-21T08:25:00.004+08:00

somehow i'm crossing all my fingers and toes that i'll be able to make it to mindef,read carefully,it's mindef but NOT NS. it wouldnt be going out field and etc i guess,or should i say i hope so.it'll really be interesting and cool, nonetheless, pressurizing.

but i hope they'll contact me real soon although with the upcoming national day,it's so unlikely they'll contact asap...hmmmms.

it's really true that one has to create happiness for yourself(well,sometimes)

be brave,that's what i keep telling myself,i've got nothing to lose at all.

mindef.mindef.mindef.call me.call me.am waiting.am waiting.LOL.

make things happen.im not afraid to try anymore.

i do not care so much about other people's opinons.

may be i should tell him,' eh..i think i like you a little more than just friends. can i hold your hand?' LOL

to be brave

2010-07-06T21:51:00.002+08:00

i tell myself,

i need to be brave.i need to support those who needs my love and everything.

i walk a different in life,but it doesnt matter because i learn more things and experience along the way through the bumpy course.

life will get more tiring aliong the way,i will hang on even though there will times that i cry like a big baby.

certain things in life that i will still find it hard to let it go, because i will try to achieve it.

but there's one thing that no matter how hard i try to convince myself, i will never try to go for it.maybe, some kind of love is not essential.may be,i can do without it.may be, i'm lying to myself even.

but right now it's about my future,family, studying and career. nothing else.

i just need to make the more appropriate decision.time to grow old

cant be bothered

2010-06-12T22:17:00.005+08:00

cant be bloody bothered anymore.

cried like a kid.

felt my heart beating in my intestines.

that's how down i am.

i dont need all those bullshit nonsense anymore.

lost my appetite.

cant control my temper any longer.

fruit for thought

2010-05-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

respect for another is a basic necessity.
people may have knowledge or intelligence,but not necessary have resilience.
some may have IQ,some may have EQ, some have both.but which is more important? no one knows.
people tend to complain about stress about their lives or how tiring it is.on certain extend, it's fine to whine.too much of it may equate to be annoyance.who isnt tired?
will one ever be satisfied with what He has?not definite answer.
how valid does this statement, 'one has to be rich to be sick', stands? no one really knows.some may agree,while others do not.

mannerism is something that one lacks to comprehend.
is one entitled to verbal abuses when He doesnt make any mistake?
is it wrong to be defensive?

certain sacrifices made in life is because people try to live better in future, but some may backfire.
some plans may be well prepared or planned,but not all can be executed.

life,to me, is climbing a mountain.
it's tiring.not easy.physically,emotionally,mentally tiring.
should i stop now? i dont think so. i once wanted to just throw in the white towel,simply because i cant withstand so many things anymore.
then,i took a step back and look at my life and other people's life, things may seem unfair, but one cant be pessimistic for long.
to pick yourself up is another tiring process.
i stumbled during the course of climbing my mountain,i've yet to reach another base. im continuing to stay strong.

one day i'll reach the peak, and by then, i hope i'll see the most beautiful rainbow in my life.

2010-05-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

as no one reads here.

im really stress.

extremely.

i miss lion so much.

no particular reason.

im gg nuts.

praying to all gods that things will become smoother..

cuz im nuts

2010-04-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

things are not getting any better.

when will it get better?

getting too tired to move an inch

when the route is not straight...

2010-04-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

tough times dont last long
happy times dont last long either

WAS happy that i passed my ppt.

am i that scary?
am i that cold?
am i unapproachable?
am i misleading?

it's so diff to be happy thru'out.
and i cant stomach much.

to act brave is not an easy task,and im definitely failing it.

after this incident,i just keep asking myself 'WHY??' i dont know,and will never know the truth.

truth hurts. and im really breaking into pieces.

if you let me choose again....

2010-03-27T20:46:00.003+08:00

if you let me choose again............i would choose to live this life again.

i survived the ppt ytd!! there were abt 300plus people who signed up for the test! after the gym test,i wasnt that stressed up for other stations!

due to the lack of sleep for the past few months and stressed about some stuff, pimples opped up like mad man!!! ANNOYING!! HAHAHAHA....

life may seem tiring.but it's not that bad!

2010-03-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

if one's life is solely dependent on other people's comments or criticism,wouldn't life be sad and difficult.

that perspective differs from one to another.

is it wise for one's comment to sour another's long term friendship/relationship?

it is rather scary as it seems that how people can be rather judgemental on looks or behaviours on the surface.it is undeniable that looks and ettique that one holds leaves a deep impression in others,but it doesn't mean that one understands him/her well.

reality may sucks.but this is life.i cant be complaining all my life,that will be wasting my time.

when sadness kicks in,one tends to mourn.it is certainly alright.it is the matter of time how fast one picks up and starts running again.life with challenges is natural.

2010-03-05T09:43:00.000+08:00

wanna cry now.
wanna shout now.
shaking so vigorously.
chucking up soon.
why?!
oh my.long and tedious..
i wanna cry first.

2010-03-02T09:25:00.000+08:00

not excited.
scared shitless out of me.
reality will soon knock me out.

2010-03-01T16:55:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch 'dear john and bawl my heart out.

2010-02-28T21:26:00.001+08:00

no matter what,it's just a dream.

too real to be true.

2010-02-27T21:41:00.002+08:00

the worry that turns into tears.

the worry that leads to sleepless nights.

self hypnotised!

2010-02-21T22:13:00.003+08:00

life is not all about money.

life is not all about results.

life is not all about getting golds.

but the reality is like that.

reality wants you to have all these.

i used to have that mentality,after going through so much in the past 1 month. i can't exactly say that i do not care or not wanting to own those things now, but i do dare to day that some things are definitely not worth worrying too much about.

so what if one has so much money,so intelligent and everything, but is a loner or unfortunately have some illness or one who does not trust another . wouldn't it be miserable?

i dunno.

but i do know that i have new perspective for life.

life's short to get too angry at someone or about something. waste of energy,time and brain cells.

self hypnotization is freaking impt to me: it doesnt matter.it would not matter.the worry kicks in unknowingly.i truly hates it.

there's something call: the limit

2010-02-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

you know what's called breaking point?well, to many, it's most probably the point whereby people break through right?

for me,i'm collasping.to endure all these for 1 month is extremely draining.

on the verge of crying.

my eye bags and dark circles are seriously worsening.
the number of hours i sleep is seriously worse than what i have when i study.it only range from 3-5hrs per day.

to add on,work isn't exactly smooth.if one encounters unique customers/upper hand of etc, it's difficult to stomach in all nonsense.

anyway, respect begets respect. polite begets polite. and it goes on and on. so if you want good service, in the first place, remember to do what's appropriate.

there's no 'me' time at all.

never go out with friends at all.

a couple of friends are by my side encouraging me.hav understanding supervisor.

sometimes i wonder,when i officially become an adult, would i be like them? cuz i seriously do NOT want to be like them.at least i'm doing my part and shelving responsibilty to others.

to end off, i need your shoulders.

anger

2010-02-03T09:33:00.002+08:00

never.period.senn.period.such.period.a.period.pathetic.period.bunch.period.of.period.imbeciles.period.in.period.my.period.life.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!!!

is money THAT IMPORTANT than life???

bloody hell.

this jus make ppl sick like mad.

i don't know.

2010-01-30T20:07:00.002+08:00

why isn't there the someone when one needs that someone?
mentally.physically.emotionally drained.
have to stay strong for your loved ones.
but deep inside.im falling apart.
i wanna shout.
but i cant.
all i can do.
is to pray that she will get better.
but somehow...things are not going in that direction.

confused

2010-01-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

how i wish last saturday can happen again.

LIFE

2010-01-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

life is full of unexpected things.
things just happen sometimes.
miracles do not just happen in a snap.
make things happen.
life is not just about clothes,money,looks,results and many other things.
does that mean that life is about fulfilling what u want?
but that sounds so contradictory.
one thing that is definitely easy to understand : do not waste your precious life away.

should I or should I not?
should i be a hermit crab and hide away? or be one who's brave to fight for it?
does the answer really matters?
may be..it really does..or does not?

should I ? or should i not?

2010-01-19T08:49:00.002+08:00

once again shyness kicks in. know this may sounds hilarious to some,but im relatively a shy person.hahahaha.

should i? or should i not?

the small voice behind my head is telling to go for it.

2010-01-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

nothing but just plain anxiety.
killing me totally.
feeling frivolous for one moment,nonchalant in another.
goodness..think im losing my sanity totally.
still haven got a job yet.
crap to the core.
got a couple of calls/emails for more info.
but still no confirmation.
am i too anxious?
mayb i shld learn how to relax more to get things coming in and on going.
been having difficulties sleeping.
wonder why.
think the weather's kinda of really hot.
mayb schooling is really better than getting a job in the society.hahahaha...people would be thinking im going way bonkers nuts.
birthday coming sunday.
but i dun hope for much this year onwards.hahaha.as the saying goes "the higher u hope for,the harder u'll fall" booohoohoo..LOL...
think im being ridiculously imbecile here.
sincerely and seriously praying hard and desperately hope for a call/email from one of the company/organisation!!!
im losing my sanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAA..
NEED TO GET BACK UNDER THE SUNLIGHT ASAP!!!

having a new hairstyle in approx 2-3 weeks time.cool

HOT and HUMID!!

2010-01-06T13:36:00.003+08:00

though this may sound kinda of random, but i finally know that acne/pimples are mainly due to stress or hormonal change (which takes up 90% of the probability) while consuming too much chocolates&chilli& fried/oily food contributes 10%. HOWEVER,it is still NOT WISE to eat too much unhealthy food if u wan to have nice and smooth complexion. Hard work is definitely essential, for instance washing your fac ewith the CORRECT cleanser and knowing your face well, whether it is oily or dry base! the doc say mayb i've got too much stress.wonder why.LOL...prob unknowingly fear for my a level results(which is imbecile, like worrying so much can help) and prob i still haven get the job i wan?? stress comes easily for me.and that's really bad for me.sobs.HAHAHAHAHAHA

[PS：太阳。。是向日葵的好朋友。。因为它能照耀出四十八分钟后的微笑。。雨。。是大地万物的好朋友。。因为它能洗涤掉一切的悲伤和不愉快。。
如果太阳是微笑。。那雨水就是宁静了。。]--read this paragraph/comment from a fan of lawrence wong. thought this is rather nice. hahaha.frens,im not emo-ing.

hmmm...went to holland v with my mum to find my sis for lunch,ate ramen.which is really delicious.forced myself to finish the bowl of ramen.wasnt that hungry.

such a HOT and HUMID day...........

shall shop for my sis's present

please give me that (whatever it is)

taking chances!

2010-01-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

went back to kss to help out in the sec1 orientation.

ohmygoodnessgracious!!!!! that's all i cant say.

but the main objective is to promote my FRIEND'S 2 BLOGSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the first one is : www.candysnatchers.wordpress.com [this is selling apparels]

the second one is : www.thedimpled.com [selling HANDMADE jewellery!!! done by her!!! ]

please do support her!!

spice up.

2010-01-03T17:03:00.002+08:00

2010.
a new year.
grant me my wishes.(i hope)
spice up my life.(positively)
give it in.all out.(u know what i mean)
be careful of what you wishes for.(definitely)
not being greedy.(surely)

vinegar.chilli.cinammon.vanillia essence.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2009-12-30T17:17:00.002+08:00

seems like this blog of mine is an EMO blog(as what my frens say so).HAHAHHAA...mayb it's bcuz whenever i feel like crap-pot,i'll type random stuff here.woots!

moe relief teaching application got approved.but lots of schs are cutting budget,chances of me getting to tat sch is soooooooooooooooo minimal.oh man..now frantically scouting for job.gotta get some money in b4 cny,or else cant help out in housewhole expenses.

had food poisioning since x'mas day.till today.though im definitely feel much better today.no more diarrhea!!no more pukes!! hurray!! no more buffet for me unless it's FREAKING good.(exceptions!) thus i couldnt go for the kss sec1 prep camp(extremely guilty), hope the organisers understand.i didnt even make it for my first DB trng.bollocks to the max! argghh!!!

wonder im feeling so crappy.probably a friend of Pessimistic,a bad friend of optimistic.always making decisions for the worst! LOL...like as if the world is falling off soon. howling like a hyena.LOL.random.

watched 2 telemovies(if im not wrong wif the term) called "The Will" and "The Promise". It's simple and nice and sweet, for the second movie. The first one is somewhat a black comedy/humor (if im not wrong). In any case, after watching the promise,i wanna go to Lopburi at Bangkok, during november-jan, cuz it's the season of sunflowers!! and i LOVE FLOWERS!! wanna travel to holland,japan etc ctries to see tulips,lavender,sunflower and etc.the big patch/ spread of flowers is so AWESOME!!!

waiting for my sunshine.waiting for my rainbow.waiting for IT.
truth was told.no one trust.i turned and walked away.

oh boy

2009-12-16T15:11:00.004+08:00

2 weeks plus of freedom and i'm feeling real bored.

i got so bored to an extent of cleaning up my house! LOL...well,partly bcuz i really love been very clean(in a way), another thing is that cleaning up takes up a lot of my time!! good way of being productive and a form of exercising! hahahaha....but suffer from slight concussion.LOL..think i hit my head against the cupboard door which i left it open to air it.dumb.

frens are starting to work while im still waiting for the approval email.hope they wan me!! *PLEASE!!*hahahaha....or else i'll need to hunt for a job.

hmmmm...contacted safra dargonboat team.was surprised that they replied me the next day?!?!?! they sort of invited me down to their trngs.well,i haven't been to one cuz their trng dates i always hav smth on.BUT i'll definitely go to their trngs by the 1st of week of JAN 2010! kinda of excited.praying that i wun become so huge in size,which my mum is very afraid of! LOL...at most no bf lor.sad.HAHAHAHAHAHA....

other than that,help my junior wif her sch work,gg out to supermkt to carry groceries,cleaning the house,exercising.i haven been out and under the sun! darn,despo for sunlight! LOL..

bday coming in abt 1 month.times flies really fast!scary!

so many things i wanna do and get:

1 tights
2 more running shorts(1 round cut and straight cut,preferably adidas/mizuno :P)
1 pair of slippers and sandals!
1 shoebag(the current one has disintergarted badly)
LOTS and LOTS of storybks and comics!
cook and cook and cook!!

things that i feel like getting but not exactly very useful,i think, are:

1 phitan band(think i spelt correctly)
tin tin comics(full volume)
asterix comics (full volume)

well,the list is endless...

hmmm...i shldnt be so greedy.

i hate my pimples!??!!?!?

2009-12-08T08:55:00.003+08:00

disastrous experience that would be erased.
it's beyond one's limit.
the result of it was devillish.
it wasn't unforgettable nor memorable.
it was unfortunate.
gold cant buy experience.

2009-12-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

to erase the name is easy.
to really do it is difficult.

2009-12-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

"i rmb what you wore on the first day
there's so much time,to figure out the best in my life
i rmb every look upon your face
the way you roll your eyes
you make it hard for breathing"

i prayed silently in my heart for you.all the best.for you to win.
after a certain age,i don't fight for certain things already.
though some ppl say you've gotta fight for your happiness.
but it is unfortunate that the feelings gotta be forced.
it's better to be in this way.

cant wait to try out all the delicious recipes i've found!!

the ending of one chapter leads to the beginning of another

2009-11-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

'A' levels has ended. a new beginning of something else.
sometimes,life/human is weird.when u hav smth,you just want more of smth else.
those endless wants.

wonder will my schedule becomes tighter? hmmm..
hope i can fork out time to do my volunteering at yellow ribbon's.
planned to do lots of cooking.found so many delicious recipes!!

how i wish i can own a DSL.i nearly say SLR(mercedes sports car! hahaha) enjoy taking photographs...

hope that my this long break would be very fruitful!

what's not mine,i wouldn't beg for it.

2009-11-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

dunno how i'm actually feeling.
3 more papers to finish 'A' levels.
lets' just say my appetite was totally spoilt.

condolences to the family.
the guy who had a very bright future,
now has passed on.
from that moment,
academic is not everything in the world.
or it's still is?

life is short.

upside down

2009-11-07T12:51:00.001+08:00

2 more days to 1st 'A' levels paper.

extreme difficulties in sleeping.

totally NO appetite to eat.

terrible.

being a human

2009-10-11T19:40:00.002+08:00

temperamental.that's how i can be feeling nowadays.
dunno why.

to be human.

to be humane.

skip 2000times a day allow me to stay healthy and awake.

study at least 4 hours on a sch day make me sane and saint(i hope).

the passion buring within me allows me to remain humane.

faith and believe in miracle.

4.5 weeks more

2009-10-09T17:41:00.007+08:00

roughly 30 more days to 'A' levels! holy cow.felt rather burned out ytd. has been rather grouchy recently.wonder why.LOL.nx thurs is farewell assembly.goodness gracious.time flies SO FAST! then my class will hav our 1st and only class outing to sentosa! LOL...it's my dearest class rep's idea! cool rite.hahaha.
gotta do skipping and stretchings everyday cuz sitting down to study for long hours is bad for my back and neck.
cravings for authentic HAKKA 算盘子!!!

to persevere on.not to eat food that is bad for my health and skin for a month!! few more weeks to go!
crying is not unhealthy.a good way to let out frustration.but dont abuse it.sometimes(once in a VERY BLUE moon) a good cry b4 sleep makes one sleep soundly.

to succeed,i MUST PERSEVERE!!!

nothing is easy.nothing comes for free. sacrifices are sweet if we look at it positively. reward oneself once in awhile!

hope my friend will win at the mister singapore 2009 competition!! may all the BESTIE and GOODIE LUCK be with him!!!

2009-10-03T13:23:00.003+08:00

disastrous shit.

stress until hav possibility of acne outbreak. fantastic.

sobbing with my ee-yore now. lol. but im rather annoyed that outbreak so LATE?!?!

trying to destress.like how? go away acne.damn u!

2009-09-30T15:51:00.006+08:00

no milk=no chocolates
no cheese
no biscuits
no cakes
no eggs(since cant eat egg white,i give up on egg yolk)
no seafood except fish

due to the weather that i got the irritating skin allergy.sigh.
practically there're lots of food i cant eat.sigh.for 2 weeks! oh well,good time for me to go on diet,maybe by the end of this special diet,wouldnt be so addicted to too much sugary food.
been doing skipping at home.1000 each session. gotta move once in a while.hate sitting for so long. studying's been quite fun.hahaha.definitely tiring.but it'll be worthwhile.

back to mugging.

born to live under sunlight.sunlight is impt for my skin.im serious.that's what doc says.

a kind of internal fight

2009-09-25T21:18:00.004+08:00

post prelims now.taking a break today after a 'shocking' ice cream buffet at swensens, ION. not exactly fantastic.it's freaking sweet.i thought i like to sweet stuff,but this is horrendous.i stepped in and the sweet flavouring smell was so overwhelming that i got sick of it b4 i even started eating.i ate a few spoonful of ice cream and gave up.lucky had the marvellous fries and calamari rings.some salty food.but kudos to rach and candy.they're fantastic and BEST MAN!! they got excited and were living in wonderland.and the rest of us were watching them! LOL...thanks rach for using her vouchers!! so SWEET OF YOU :D
felt guilty even i ate not as much as the rest,i did rope skipping.for 1000times.LOL...and some stretching.

outside ION's toilet.it's really nice!
TRAMP! lol

cpf,me,rach

candy,dip,alicia

how lucky can i get?

where's my charm?

will i luck out?

"99% hardwork,1% of intelligence"

true?

what kind of luck i need?

calmness?

a cool and clear mind?

love?

too superficial.

"things do not seem workable to you now,but that does not mean you should give up. Far from it. Now is the time to step up your efforts and see if you can pull off a miracle."

2009-09-16T15:11:00.002+08:00

one more paper to finish prelims.but i know i've screwed up physics paper.
now focusing on 'a' levels instead.

feel rather burn out.
my body aches like mad for sitting and mugging for so long each day.badly deprive from exercising.
skin is complaining that it's becoming too fair.time to tan,which i will on sunday.*pray hard it's sunny*
my stomach is being stubborn.not wanting to fill up much when i eat pathetically little.
my back is hurting like crap for sitting long hours.
fats underneath my skin cant wait to be burnt.
eyes is craving for new movies such as 'the proposal' and 'ugly truth'.
brain is badly in need of rest.
how about my soul? LOL...i dunno.
but i certainly feel..light.or should i say hollow?
not emo.just feeling-less.

my dear cousins came back from aussie for holidays,more like kim celebrating her 21st and chee+ angela pon 1week worth of school to support her :D

(kim,chee,my sis,me,angela)
that's what i feel like doing weeks ago,wanted to upload this photo but had problems.right now,don't have the strength at all.

what a bore

2009-09-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

nothing else but mugging and dozing off on my notes.
geez.getting really lethargic!
2 more weeks b4 i can resume my run!

what a holiday,
i've learnt how to make fantastic pancakes :D :D :D
hahahaha.
saw one small python on a drain cover along the road today.my sis spotted it first.didnt take a photo cuz there were cars.
it's abt 70cm long,VERY BEAUTIFUL.as in the colours.real nice.
cooked spaghetti for today's dinner.suppose to be done by my sis,but she cut her finger so i took over. LOL..

cant wait for the papers to be over.cuz i did terribly for it.i noe.

need a break.
next sunday!
hope it'll be freaking sunny at ECP!

movie:ugly truth!! wanna watch it! cuz of gerard butler(guilty :P)

2009-09-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

recently, my patience is realyl something cannot be toyed with or test.
just dont.
never like to be a tigeress nor a lioness.
wonder why so grumpy.

learnt few things:
1. don't command others to do things when one is doing nothing
2.don't yell at anyone unnecessarily
3. don't scold others for nothing
4. do onto others what you want others to do onto you!

like some songs recently:
always by your side- 大嘴巴
moon river
bubbly - colbie caillat

heart and soul

2009-08-28T20:12:00.002+08:00

prelims started.one word to describe:vomits.HAHAHAHAHA.
has been quite grouchy or grumpy lately..yuk yuk.LOL..
cant upload any pics,sadded.hahahaha..counting down,4more weeks b4 i can go for a run again! so now doing stretching and basic pliates,reading pilates book too!! hahahaha...sitting too much to mug is bad for my butt.growing biggggerrr!!! HAHAHAHHAA..
i need SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it's tooooooo wet lately!! rahh!!!
[one more reason to my hundreds of reasons why i narrow down my choice]

"we're after the same rainbow's end,waiting around the bend"

last resort: to feign ignorance.mask that feeling.pretense.

HUAT!HUAT!HUAT! CHIONG! CHIONG! CHIONG!

2009-08-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

recently whenever i use my com, it'll hotmail,sajc moodle, facebook for awhile, listen 2 songs.all within 30mins.and TADA! off to books.geez!! this is the life i've been trying to cultivate for the next 2++months.but ytd sorta prove tat im a little wee 'burnt' cuz when i sat on my dad's armchair,i fell asleep from4.30-6.45pm!!! intended to study but zonk out after reading the newspapers!! goodness gracious!how's school? like that lor,what else? LOL...seriously,other than mugging and talking some rubbish,mainly academic stuff is really not much of life, but jus persevere!!! 2++ more months only!!!! rahh!!

damn.now when im stress,cant go for run cuz of my dummy left knee cap, i've got smth called Runner's Knee.run too much.athletes tend to have it, especially female.moreover,i've injured it before,so not that fantastic.gotta avoid running for abt 6weeks or so!!!! HELL!!! how to sweat out? no worries,me wanting to keep fit and bloody lose weight, im doing basic pilates and stretching almost every day at home.normally 45mins-1hour. if im feeling stress and cranky,then it'll be 1hr15mins! LOL...and ...swimming!!! ahhhhh!! and all abt the SUN!!! i seriously dun like myself being too fair-coloured. no offense to anyone!

kinda of excited and cant wait for sunday to come.gg smu to mug wif cpf then gg to 'the coffee club' for dessert after mugging!!! woots!! now we're scouting places to study.quiet,can eat,got toilet and cooling. cuz woodlands library is NOISY! oops...hahahaha...

hmmm...wonder why my appetite is going up and down.one moment super hungry.the next,see food also feel like vomiting. anw,seriously gotta lose weight, for the sake of my knees, my upper body mass gotta be ligher. this, is really NO CHOICE!! not i crazy to be bloody thin.

and,why cant i upload photos!!! irritating...LOL

"your words serve a motivation.
a motivation to study.
a motivation to slim down.
i work hard towards a goal.
it's for the better,i hope.
no matter what,
it'll be an encouragement to me"

WARNING! a whining post!

2009-08-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

1st: my friend left sajc and went to pursue his academic in terms of medicine.

2nd: imbecile toads are unnecessary 'things' to be in the sight RIGHT NOW!

3rd: today was DARN GROSS! *flinch*

4th: i giv all out and sacrifice necessary things to get WHAT I REALLY want.

5th: it's not anger within me, it's the heart of winning that pushes me on.

6th: fallen into the well. deep enough to 'drown'. cant climb out for now

7th: it's NOT MINE and never will be mine.

8th: i dream, i strive and i reach!

the touch.makes one tingle and to stay strong.
those words will always serve as an encouragement.
hope will always be there.
to believe,to have faith.

life goes on.fight on.

2009-07-22T20:32:00.001+08:00

to move on it's a great deal and effort.
once again,i know that i can strive on.
with the encouragement by many,
i know i'll survive!

feeling extremely fat, gotta go for intensive long runs!

found my passion for running again!

lost it all

2009-07-13T20:09:00.001+08:00

lost my appetite for eating.for some days already.wonder why.
shall devote my time in studying like a crazy dog from now on.
shall devote my time in running to destress.
cant wait to watch harry potter this week.
biggest loser on earth.darn heck.
jus hate the feeling.
make me gross out.

2009-07-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

no matter what,im going to convince myself whatever is insignificant.
nothing is more important than prelims and a levels.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.
insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.insignificant.

im missing some-thing.or someone?

2009-07-09T19:59:00.005+08:00

this is the old oak tree

bloom at the later year

such maturity

such charm

no one will forget you

this is the day

where the shadow was cast

the mystery that looms for months

seem to have crack

i miss the rainbow

for what reason

i dont really know.

nothing to compare about.

only one unique rainbow will exist.

the one that i cant own.

wonder why it matters so much

yet i've got so much other things to trouble

falling deeper which shouldnt have happened.

topic on ''qualification''

2009-07-03T20:01:00.005+08:00

1. so gonna screw up my BT2 even though i REALLY study for it.sucks.

2.i really NEED a long run.preferably at ECP.wee morning.when there's no people.

3. i wanna a GOOD and INTENSE tanning session coupled with swimming.

4. losing all the motivations and determination.

5.oak tree bloom REAL LATE.it's true.but it's the strongest of all.am i like that?

am i qualified to be loved?
have i qualified loving others?
will i qualify for my exams?
have i qualified in terms of treating others well?

do i know what i want?
i think so.

losing that faith.
let nature take its course.
the rainbow remains to be a dream.
smile.i was told.

treasure everything

2009-06-26T21:02:00.003+08:00

life's short.

king of pop: michael jackson, has passed on.

that's life.one grows up,one will die at certain age,it's a matter of time.
to treasure what you have.live it to the fullest.
cant say not to have regrets, cuz there's no perfection in the world.
we live to compromise.
it's just the level of tolerance.

life may be hard, life may be bitter, life may seem unfair.
but look from another angle, to be able to experience the up and down in your life, it's something that cant be repeated in another lifetime.

listen to your heart

2009-06-24T20:48:00.003+08:00

dreaming is permitted. defintely.i dream to drive a ferrai. sounds ridiculous. i know. but it doesnt hurt to dream, for the future is always mistified.

listen to your heart.listen not too hard. just let nature takes its course. but dont neglect what your heart says.

love is just like coffee.and coffee is just like love. bitter yet sweet. sweet yet bitter. confusing.

i wish to stand between the rows of colourful tulips. a large rainbow around me. i'll be happy.

4more days to BT2.

anxious?

i think so.

hang in there.

i know.

something is amiss.

i wonder what.

feel lethargic for not running.

why?

what's missing?

numero 3500

2009-06-16T20:50:00.006+08:00

minimum 6 hours a day.
maximum 8 hours a day,if possible.
to get my 1st goal,
which is 52 and above.
certainly have to put in that >200% of hardwork.
minimum burn 1000 per day.
so as to reach 46 in 3 weeks.
all because of that 1 rainbow.

watched 'the human spirit' on okto last night.
it was about the oldest conjoined twins.
touching.
i treasure the every step i walk, every word i say and everything i do.

do what's right.

persevere y esfuércese

2009-06-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

went to zoo last fri!! awesome trip! with audrey and shermin! like finally...-.-LOL...had a great time.the one place we spent the longest time..is the baboon place!! HAHAHAH....fabulous red heart shaped fur-less butt!! SWEETTT~~~lol..a crapping day.lovely.
left 2 more weeks.gotta mug like real hard shit..oops :P..but wif the ppl tat live beside my household,they smoke like crazy,they renovate their house..holy cow.how am i to study in peace??tat's why,i devise a plan...wake up early in the morning to go for running then go library study! cool...hope i can wake up lah..this whole week,horrendous dinner...not the food.but i cant stand some tv shows and..ARGGH!!!

the kangaroo name 'wallaby'..cute right?
HUGE seal..

our tickets,and shermin's fav..the probscious monkey..goodness knows why..LOL

during the boat ride...nice..

ok..erm..

im the map reader of the day!! shermin took shifts lah..LOL

B&J cow!!

the bodyguards for the boat ride station..LOL

sher said tat this is my bf..muscular..-.-

b4 the journey begin..LOL

Yo lucha.yo empujaré más allá de mis límites.

el futuro arco iris

2009-06-09T20:50:00.002+08:00

the time will come,

ulitmately i think.

because of the future rainbow,

i'll study hard,

and i want to lose weight,

and i want to run all i can.

because of the future rainbow,

i've to give all i have now,

and have no regrets.

that day will come,

i believe.

a matter of time,

as always.

for you,

that rainbow,

seems so bleak,

yet miraculous.

for no one knows,

what's the future is like.

un arco iris que es usted

2009-06-07T19:46:00.002+08:00

went to upper seletar for late morning run and exercise.not so fantastic.sunny.but not for long.it rained.darn!!!
lost my appetite.wonder why.
my tooth hurts for a week,shall go to dentist tmr.
traumatised.cuz of the bloody lizard that crawled my foot and apparently stayed on my body for quite some time until it dropped off when i stood up and walk!*GROSS*
intensive mugging shall start tmr after visit to dentist.
cant wait for friday.zoo with shermin and audrey! whee~~

i miss chiangmai period i miss the kids period i miss the food period i miss the weather period i miss the translators/helpers period i miss being there with the team period it was like a dream period so unreal period

''Love is something eternal; the aspect may change, but not the essence.'' Vincent van Gogh

sleepless nights

2009-06-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

went for mugging session at lot1 library.it sucks.but i studied for 5 hours straight.kinda of accomplished.but the library was hell noisy!and i cant stand it!! rahh!!! i need silence,that's why i go to library to study.but apparently, it's not!!

praying darn hard tmr is gg to be SUNNY and a wonderful day for me to go for a run and have a nice tan!! im becoming fair and fat.hoping that i'll tone up during june hols!! i dun wan to gain any bloody kgs during this june hols!! arghh!!

feeling so tired.didnt sleep well for nights even though i'm so lethargic/tired.it's hell man.cuz it makes my day unproductive.wonder what's making my nights so bad and sleepless.

it seems ages,

months in fact.

things have changed,

for better or worse,

no one knows.
there's a long and windy road,

it seems longer than ever.

how long would one take to finish it?

or does it have an end?

it darkens after your gleam disappear.

is it the rainbow?

or is it me?

i want to lie on the beach.

i need some silence.

some quietness would be great.

the rainbow will appear sometime later.

i wonder when.

what's patience?it doesnt exist.

2009-06-03T19:52:00.003+08:00

FUMED TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!

firstly,i DON'T pay to get INSULTED.
secondly, i wouldn't step into THAT place/restaurant
thirdly,you DON'T deserve any respect.

i always believe 'do onto others what you want others to do onto you'.
if you don't give,you'll never gain.

what's patience?
i don't understand.
what's happiness?
it's definitely not money.
with 100 billion dollars,
i'll be even more unhappy.
is it people?
i think so.
is it me?
definitely so.
am i emo?
im not sure.
am i frustrated?
of course!
for whatever matter?
i really don't know.
why am i like that?
i really want to know.

maybe,i lack of something.
i want that rainbow to comfort me.

Non esistono piu

2009-06-02T20:08:00.004+08:00

the time for farewell has come,

tears were shed,

words were exchanged,

efforts were thanked.

laughter rang in our ears,

tear drops flow down our cheeks.

we bade farewell,

wishing all the best to you.

it wouldn't be the last time to see you,

yet,

there isn't any more chance to say ''thank you'',

no more of draggy greetings.

there's only memories,

be it bitter,sweet or sour,

you've impacted us,

we've impacted you in one way or another.

well,

life goes on,

but we know what would be missed.

chui to the max...

2009-05-31T11:54:00.006+08:00

darn,my knees are aching.
I'VE COMPLETED MY 10km ADIDAS SUNDOWN!! whee,i know it's not a big deal,but i completed without stopping!! yeah!!! hahahahaha..morning have frisbee tournament(even though i didnt play like A LOT,but still, it's quite tiring to play under the freaking heavy rain) but the weird thing is,even though im so tired,i still have the energy to go for a light swim.i want to get under the sun.i miss the warmth of the sun and tanning feeling.LOL..
kinda of irritated by a couple of things at the moment.RAHHH!!!

anw,back to the adidas sundown,i hope they'll improve their management next year.i was quite turned off when they didnt let the corporate and 10k women ppl to go off.well,i noe there's only a pathetic small bridge to walk,but the nx marathon is at 12am!?!?! those ppl could let us off in grps rather than letting those ppl to walk in first and stay inside for 2hrs.and there weren't a lot of signs.too much confusion.volunteers were complaining tired when they were standing and DRINKING water.and some were really rude.oh well...and the best thing is ,10km..there's only ONE drink station.tsk tsk.moreover the weather was horrendously humid.and the last complaint,the pathway is WAY TOO NARROW,cuz it allows only 2 ppl to run adjacently!rahh...whatever.LOL...

and..i WANT TO BUY THE YELLOW ADIDAS SHORTS WHICH IS ON 30% SALES!!!

before the race,along the beach enjoying the wind breeze cuz it was damn humid!

my sis and my bibs!!

before the race,still quite happy..

LOTS of husbands and boyfriends were standing there to take photos of their wives/gfs cum friends.a funny sight cuz the husbands/bf didnt run,the world has evolved slightly.but nevertheless,they're supportive! LOL..

AFTER THE RACE! euphoria for me,as you can see, my sis is bloody tired.cant blame her,we went to collect the bag after she finish while i've cooled down for quite some time.and i sweat like MAD!! and stink too...LOL

the grass is soft,

the sun is so comfortable and warm,

i want to lie down there,

and absorb all the sunlight .

it's so calm and quiet,

peaceful.

look across and i see the horizon,

and i smiled,

knowing that rainbow is beyond pluto already.

2009-05-29T19:53:00.005+08:00

really BIG right??imagine taking it on the bus without blushing?

had gp paper,hope i did well,as in write properly..''simple language''.LOL.went lunching at astons with dip,alicia and candy.waited for 1hour!! nuts.and for the first time,i didnt really whine.LOL.but some ppl ard us were really noisy(dunnot why one has to speak SO loud).after the HOT lunch.we walked to heeren! and i managed to buy my sports bra,but it's lime green.sad,not the colour i really want.went to the NUM outlets,nothing interesting.disappointed..LOL..hahahaha.the ULTIMATE part was when dip,candy and me went taka and saw HUGE helium balloons and we went crazy talking abt buying one for sr's bday and for ms huang's farewell.well,we ended up buying one for each of them! and we carry on the bus!! gosh...i blush like nobody's business man!! it's bloody huge.the width is much bigger than me and the length is half of me! goodness.can u imagine...tsk tsk..

tmr morning having frisbee tournament,think im going to be a clown on the pitch.damn sad.at night have adidas sundown marathon.it's just going to be a damn tired day.well, im gg to try to chiong my 10km with my sis and take bus home! not going to stay there for movie marathon.think it's crazy..LOL

i dare to dream,

i hope to lie on your shoulders,

but i would not hope for it,

cuz i don't have the strength and courage to own it.

a significant yet unimportant day

2009-05-27T19:53:00.005+08:00

the rain has stopped,

and the rainbow is out.

smiling to the earth.

it wheedled me into stopping and stare at it.

oh yes, that's the power it has.

i warble as i walk,

the wanderlust in my heart waiting to burst forth.

the woolgathering is inevitable,

such a lovely day,

who wouldnt stop and wonder,

are you that rainbow?

the colour pencils are in your hands,

paint me a smile with your hands.

for i believe you do wonders not only with your lovely hands,

because your winsome smile swept me off the ground.

for someone who is wiseacre,

knows what i'm saying all.

the 7 colours in the rainbow.

red,the colour of anger.

orange,the colour of your aura.

yellow, the colour of your sourness.

green, the colour of people's jealousy.

blue,the colour of the mighty sky.

violet, the colour of passion.

indigo, the colour of comfort.
what do you belong to?

would you paint me a rainbow?

you're just another passer-by.

i don't long for more,

for i know the chance is small.

a friend is more than anything.

i enjoyed the laughter and the encouragement.

but now,it has come to a stop.

a little girl,

grabbing onto the balloons so tightly,

looking up into the sky,

and saw a beautiful rainbow and asked,

''mama,look,that's mine'',

the mother smiled for she knows,

when she was a little girl like her daughter,

she secretly wished the rainbow is her's,

and she has already found her rainbow,

and hopes her little girl will too find a lovely one.

the rainbow is gone for now,

i'll walk the same way,

i'll listen to the same song.

things may be different.

but i know there's memories,

and there's always hope,

even that's so small,

i still can wish.

the affinity that exists,

if you choose to believe

2009-05-26T19:31:00.005+08:00

there's no truth in those words.

the jealously in the heart cannot be seen.

but can be heard.

the numerous curse and swears punctured one totally.
is it possible to dogde?
no, it is inevitable to be poisoned.

how does one survive?

sourness can be sensed when one speaks.

it's frightening for the fact it's someone closest to you?

is it possible to believe again?

im afraid not.

the gain of trust was easy.

now it's almost destroyed.

who shall one talk to, when one is sad,demoralised or even the share of joy?

i cannot, but pause to ponder.

is there someone out there?
and the guess is right afterall.
somehow,the truth surfaces as time passes by.
no matter,
words spoken with great cautious drained one's energy.

it's too misty.

the show seems to be over faster than ever

2009-05-22T20:46:00.002+08:00

the rainbow is or seems to be the missing piece for my puzzle.
but i can never be the missing piece for the rainbow's puzzle.

tired.really tired.
cant wait for tmr morning.to try out my brillant static/circuit trng.
cant wait to cook my kimchi noodles.
irritated by the fact hav to change the bloody adidas sundown shirt.freaking small and tight.

cant wait to take rainbow out of my mind.

rainbow.7 colours.

2009-05-19T20:39:00.004+08:00

i jus love this comic strip so i decided to post this as the pic of the week! LOL..well,it was take nlast week! kinda of like me.i like to SLEEP so much since i was a toddler,everywhere i go i sleep.LOL..even when my family went to hong kong,i spent 80% of the time sleeping in my dad's arms! LOL...i love to be eccentric at times.tink it's awesome! hahaha.okok..tis is nuts..

think im really gg bonkers to a certain extent! LOL.looked at the wrong timetable last nite,brought the other math lect bk instead.went to wrong venue for H1.dumb dumb.LOL..even though i had kinderjoy,hmmm...still not sufficient.in terms of happiness level.LOL..it's not easy to refrain frm sweet food esp when u're so hungry!! arghhhhh!! damn..trying very HARD to stick to my diet!!! im still eating.jus refraining frm fried food,sweet stuff...and change from lychee ice to carrot orange juice again....ALL THE WAY!!!

nx fri is gp block test 2...nx sat is ultimate frisbee and adidas sundown marathon!! die.LOL

man...tmr's wed! cant wait for fri!!! RAHHH!! lol..

red:that's you
orange: a way to describe my mood??
yellow: that's the hidden you
green:that's me when im jealous
blue: that's me when im feeling blue
indigo: that's when there's beautiful sunset
purple: that's you when u're really being weird.

do destiny and fate exist or co-exist?
i dunno.
i still carry that teeny weeny bit of hope.
or else,i'll open my palms and let it fly away.
there's 7 colours,and i cant even see one right now.
i dun tink i'll see even one in you.

2009-05-09T19:05:00.002+08:00

went ECP cycling.again.yeah..LOL.with my family.not exactly fantastic cuz there were A LOT of cyclists who were cycling shoulder to shoulder and blocking the entire road and were cycling so slowly~~ *groan*..the best part? some really nice views(candy..u'll noe wat..LOL)...cycling is great if there isn't so many ppl..LOL..and u can exercise! LOL..

swimming tmr.running on monday!! RAHHH!! lol

then my sis and i took bus to orchard to check out some clothes b4 gg to isetan.to our DELIGHT..there was JAP FOOD FAIR!! hurray!!! LOL...food!! hahaha..scallops.sotong/squid...and the mochi!! LOL...awesome!

the rainbow might have appeared.
maybe.
it's slipping off.
would it be better if i don't catch it?
maybe.
it seems that the rainbow exist as the premium one,
would it shine?
shine in my direction??

2009-05-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

it was nothing at all.

i dun wan to feel.
cuz it takes too much energy to feel.
just hope,i'll never fall for it again.
i dun want to know anything.

im tired.

just another saturday

2009-05-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

woke up at 6.40am just to go for morning run but it rained...-.- ended up looking at the raindrops and eat my breakfast.sounds emo rite? well,i was half-awake and annoyed for the fact i couldnt run..LOL..

did my hw and nothing much.my temper kicked in when i took a bus with my mum to wait for my dad.the driver was slow.the passengers were being inconsiderate.make my day.the drivers along the highway was being super kayu.drive until so slowly.probably closed their eyes and drive.on the way home from our dinner.a young driver,was watching channel news asia,talking on the phone,and talking to his gf and was driving at the same time and nearly crashed into my dad's vehicle.fantastic.my dad being my dad and,with fantastic temper to test tonight,showed the universal sign language to him.LOL..

goodness.since when cars are allowed to install mini tvs at THE FRONT REAR MIRROR??goodness..watch tv and drive?damn.lives can be taken so easily.and that driver just got his license not long ago cuz of his triangle sign.so please people,please drive with responsibility.watch tv when u reach home and seated comfortably on ur sofa.please think of others.thank you.
LOL..hope these dun sound too offensive.LOL

just when im trying hard to convince that u're insignificant.it doesn't seem so.
why must it matter so much?
am i doing it for the sake of showing how capable i am?
am i doing cuz of i dream of it?
i stretched out my hands,but it's so unreachable.
u got me warmed up.
but now,it seems like nothing.
trying to convince myself u're nothing but a insignificant passer by in my life.
how long can i lie to myself?
2kg this month!!

insignificant

2009-04-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

WOAH!!!!!!

SAJC won!!! neat!! totally neat! LOL..fantastic game.awesome fight.they persevere.they determine.they press on.and they WON!!!

as a spectator,i've somewhat lost my voice.

as a player,they gained the glory.they've won.they're more than just happy! LOL..

kinda of tired.kinda of...abit..just that teeny weeny bit...hahaha

*self hypnotizing time*

1. ''you're just another insiginificant passer by in my life''
2. there's no hope.no faith.
3.it's just insignificant.

*non-hypnotizing time* [this is really lame and ridiculous]
1. going on a diet [trying]
2. gotta train harder for the ultimate challenge. esp my stamina.
3. gotta run more often.
4.gotta study more often...[try..]
5. gotta shed some kg by end of may..[aim:3kg]..

hahahahahahahahahaha....
all in all...
YOU'RE INSIGNIFICANT...
i think....
maybe..
maybe not...

rather exhuasted...

2009-04-25T19:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm....dunno why..feeling rather exhausted!
sian..didnt meet up wif the girls afterall,they couldnt make it.gotta wait for june hols..

well,cant wait for june hols to come...yet a little confused.(oops!)LOL..a chance to go picnic/zoo wif my frens!! LOL..

finally got my beloved c905 sony phone even though i seriously HATE slide phone..but it/s 8.1 megapixel camera phone!! LOL...

hmmm..did my morning run today...so tired....ZZZZZZ...
dozing off soon...

and the weather is EXTREMELY hot..

hmmm.......
should i be happy?
this time,i dun quite feel anything.that's weird.
though somewhere in my brain,it's signalling that it's good chance/stuff!! LOL

getting tanned...

2009-04-20T18:23:00.004+08:00

what a week it has been.

well,for some reason,i hate this week.just cant wait to get over this week and prays hard for this saturday to come in a blink of eye.LOL..

went to ECP to cycle with my family.and basically spent quality time there..LOL..other than for the fact my mum hid under the coconut/palm tree covering her face.hahaha.and i was sitting on the shore...doing what? of course it's SUN TANNING!! LOL...anw,out of the blue..this guy came over and said..''hi,my friend wants ur number..''

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....sorry.but this is kinda of funny for me.well.just a random...erm..yeah..whatever.but anyway,i didnt give ...LOL..even though he was quite good looking.but ..nah...LOL...definitely NOT MY type....my type would be................

read TIME magazine to make myself studios in front of my mum,and realise that navy seals are really the cream of the CROP.as in super hell elite people.LOL...sleep 4hrs in 5days.swim with their legs and arms tied.gosh.kinda of too awesome and scary....hahaha..but of course,worth being saluted.LOL..

wahh...cant wait for 30may!! frisbee tournament in the morning...adidas sundown marathon at night!! sounds tiring...but it'll be real fun!! the bonding session and running on the field AGAIN!miss those days.

i want to do so many stuff! like cooking(ok,this sounds weird,but i enjoy cooking and eating!) ...taking 2star and 3star kayaking...try out dragon boating..hmmmm...

but right now..of course gonna mug!! and go for run!!!

running!! yeah!!

oh well.
where's that rainbow?
red.orange.yellow.green.blue.indigo.purple.
each day.one colour.
somehow,the rainbow brightens up my day.
without fail.there'll be a smile on my face.
just like a small girl.

life is a maze.love is a riddle.

2009-04-13T16:49:00.001+08:00

first.
im unhappy that i stopped after the 3rd round to go to the loo for my business.

second.
im unhappy because i've fallen into that trap.

third.
im unhappy because what you said annoyed me so much.

fourth.
im unhappy because i dun want to feel it that way.

lastly.
somehow,i know you're that rainbow i've seen.

2009-04-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

had sports day ytd.horrendous run for me.hahaha.didnt warm up properly ended up running slower than practice and my muscle was super tensed.DONT LIKE.LOL...after that got pw results.kinda of expected.but who doesnt want to get A!LOL...hmmmm...met up with some ssc ppl in the evening to have dinner with mryoyoy(aka mr yeo). it was a brillant session.haha.crap so much,gossip like noboday's business.took photos.SIGH~~those days..HAHAHAHA..

today went for a pw 'celebration'!! LOL...went to astons and ben&jerry's!! well,i didnt eat alot,not much of appetite.hahaha..it was great.like what george said,for the first time we come out as a pw group,we dont have to ______(LOL).hahaha.george treat us to B&J ice cream!! (cuz he got A,which was expected!) sigh...rmb those days when we were pissed with each other and unhappy wif one another is jus so funny.and those days are over so fast!

candy&me with..GREEN CANDY FLOSS!classic.LOL
at B&JS

awesome ambience

kinder joy on the table!

xindi,me,myeo

me,xindi ...we had a great time talking so much things!

part of the family...LOL

NYNY

there's so much going on that im bursting soon.

help.will u be there?

''life is like a maze,love is a riddle''---nice song ! (the show by lenka!)

i cant help it..really.why ur fac ekeep appearing out of the blue?!!?

maybe im really losing those nuts and bolts afterall!LOL.

miracle.miracle.miracle.

please.please.please.

you.you.you.

me.me.me.

2009-04-08T18:44:00.003+08:00

im irritated.

im annoyed.

im confused.

i gotta do better.

i gotta do well.

i HAVE to do well.

for the very first time.i know what i want.you're that special rainbow.or not?

2009-04-03T19:21:00.003+08:00

well..im just too lazy to update the previous post.so jus add another.hahahaha.

helped out the touch rugby team last friday after SL.all i can say.touch rug girls are really nice ppl!! the messages and the board they gave me really touched me and i felt really happy and....that very warm feeling.

me and char attending the..'LUMBER PARTY'. vandalise/changed by me.LOL.it was after the party.who cares..LOL

a fake cheerleader post! LOL...

the jealousy is gone.i lived in a different manner.
i found that heartbeat once again.
will it be real this time?
i really hope so.
a different kind of beat.
it's slow.steady and firm.
it's simply so irresistable.
the hotness just makes my palms sweat.

ohmygoodness!! the presence just makes it beat faster.

2009-04-03T18:39:00.003+08:00

this week has been quite tiring/sleepy in a way.

got back most of the BT results.one word:SUCK.
damn.some subjects suppose to do well,didnt.however,my physics and math improved!! which is awesome!! LOL.i have the sudden urge to mug,but of course not mug like crazy.im rather motivated to mug hard for BT2,prelims and 'A' levels. so surprisingly im not mopping over BT1 results.YEAH!! im moving on.and i look forward in learning except that at times im rather sleepy in lects/tutorials.LOL..

had napfa trial/actual test today.did well for incline pull-up,sit&reach,sit ups...but my standboard jump and shuttle run is bloody bad!!! especially my board jump...from suppose to be 210cm..today i jumped 186cm!?!??! my goodness!! im so gonna retake it next week!! this is a disgusting distance.(FOR ME! ) i'm going to chiong trng over the weekend!
saturday:morning--run
either swimming in the afternoon OR static training in the evening
sunday:morning--run
afternoon--swim.suntan[praying hard that the sun would be strong!]

sigh.some things are bottling up inside me and it's killing me in a way.but some secrets just cant be leaked out.ARGGHH!!!

had service learning with class last week.some of the random photo we took.

SHAMUS the horse!!
GRUFFY THE HANDSOME HORSE!!!

ok..this is jus a random photo taken at SAS when i was walking home.nice clouds.

maybe...maybe not

2009-03-29T18:47:00.005+08:00

came back from touch rugby camp.not bad..but tiring and scary...hahahaha...without the lights and only had headlights to make all those sandwiches and fried those fries in the dark is not a fun job at all.hearing those jc1s scream at the toilet station makes me jumped! my nerves were definitely upside down and my hands were trembling.my heart was beating like mad!! as if ..eh..whatever.LOL...and i actually pressed wrong stuff in the message and sent to wrong person! oops.....

tired.tired.and i haven complete econs hw or pack my bloody bag.darn.and i don't feel like moving at all.

not much of appetite.probably make so much food last night and looked at those pizzas made me queasy.hahahaha...

hope to get a good rest and can focus on studying.got the spur to chiong my studies suddenly.

i know it's not easy.but effort will be paid off eventually.i hope so.

darn.another 21st bday celebration to attend nx sunday.

was looking at those photos.no jealousy.in fact.i felt relieved.in a way.so much wanting to congratulate you.
does that mean i've gotten over?i hope so.did couple of stupid and irrational stuff.somehow,it doesn't really matter anymore.i hope.the route now begins as friends.i seriously hope so.i understand that the more i hold onto,the more i'll lose everything.so,im letting go everything.everything.not that i hope i'll get it.in fact.i wan to get rid of that everything.
i'm just a normal girl afterall.

2009-03-21T13:25:00.004+08:00

i past by the florist shop and saw the fantastic sunflowers.

i plan to buy those for you.

if only i was invited.

it's just so fated.

today's the day.the sunflowers are so big and bright and fresh.

a pity it can be purchased.

maybe this pity can only be felt by me.

being sour by praying that it'll rain heavily.

trying hard not to imagine how smart you'll look.
it's just that sour.
2 difficult days?? somehow,it is.but not exactly

HOT SUNNY DAY

2009-03-18T21:56:00.003+08:00

went cycling with my family at ecp today!! awesome weather...BUT abit too awesome...im super burning right now!! my whole family is burning like mad!! as in...our faces...red as lobsters! painful...and for the first time ...i wore a cap when i was walking along the beach! i didnt dare to go tanning..but im still super red and tanned!! abit too ouch!!

ecp wasn't crowded! thanks to my suggestion! hahaha...cycle during weekday is better lah...but one horrendous thing was....MY SIS AND MY BIKE...DISGUSTING TO THE CORE!! it's rented from a newly opened place/store etc...we had LOTS of fun cycling/peddling like crazy dogs..but we didnt travel far!! can u imagine cycling in those bloody bikes from ecp to changi then back again?!?! hell....!! i gotta carry the backpack...blow my nose cuz of my running nose and lead the way! LOL.....tiring...i gave up peddling fast and cycle behind my sis and my parents...LOL...i cycle super slowly and enjoyed looking at the planes and take quite a number of pictures!! hahahaha

after lunch (i ate a bit...but drank lots of water and sugar cane! cooling! hahaha) we chiong back to return the bikes..and rested. and my mum said, 'lets go parkway parade'!! i was like ??!!?!??! GG...my dad,sis and i were deadbeat...luckily...my sis and i didnt hav to go and we took bus to orchard and took 190 home..so my dad accompanied my mum to go shopping.. :P ...

the sun is SUPER SCORCHING!! OUCH OUCH OUCH!!

hmmm...gotta power mug tmr and on fri! probably running on fri morning!! then go adidas sales at expo on sat !! hahaha...hope to get the things i want at a good price! :P

didnt know that there're nice places at ecp!

i was bored and entertained myself with the cam and walking along the shore on my own...LOL

cloudless day1!! but..abit too hot lah..but u can really see the horizon!the sea and sky tgt!

sailing...reminds me of kayaking...so irresistable!

SUPER BELATED bday celebration for the old trios!

2009-03-18T21:28:00.005+08:00

yesterday was an awesome day of the year!! (as in so far...) HAHAHAHA....went out with the badminton clique...friends and team mates for about 5 years...woahh...not bad,,kinda of long ! :P hahaha...anyway...we went out to celebrate audrey's,gina's and min LONG-DUED birthdays!!! LOL....hell long...BUT FINALLY!! we met up!! we talked to much nonsense!! goodness know what kind of crappy stuff we can think of! hahaha...we ate dinner for more than 2 hours!! hahaha.

on the train,well,we took to Joo Kun (audrey insisted.LOL) super empty..and abit eerie!
audrey and me! ( my fabulous doubles partner!! awesome girl and hmmm...)

becky! my 'sister'!! who always help me for *those stuffs* THANKS ALOT !!

ade, my *daughter* without u....we would be complete! and u brought lots of JOY to us :P

GINA !! my friend...since....KINDERGARTEN!!! can u imagine how many years? about 11 years!! goodness! LOL

ah wen !! another one! that always like to guess which one! thx for helping out too! LOL

in the toilet...apparently nth to do

hahaha....

belated doughnut-cake!! sweet~~

jus posing for a photo..they say we blow too fast..

audrey and i were bickering abt whether i blowed her candle...-.-

wishing....hahaha

exhanging..like...LOL

the old trios

the young trios..shld i say childish instead? LOL :P

the old and young versions of 3 monkeys!

those days i missed.those fun.those 'gorilla' days.so fun.those tears.those emotional moments.those craps.those bolster fights.those whacking of each other.those tickling of ME.

i thank you girls for that.

every little detail.

and thanks for that simple and soulful present! :P

ZEST! random! ZEST!

2009-03-16T20:39:00.001+08:00

being super random.

like what i've predicted.it'll never come true!

hmmm....nvm.LOL...i'll definitely reach my goals!!!

kinda of nervous.wonder what's the outcome of that test.i'll know tmr.praying hard nothing is wrong with.but just low blood pressure.

now you know why?why i want to go so badly?

you'll never know.

running will allow me to be super happy!

2009-03-15T20:52:00.001+08:00

i dunno why.but..

i wanna go back to chiangmai and see the kids and do all the stuffs all over again.

i wanna kayak all i want and forget all about other things.

i wanna get THAT VERY chance.

well, it's about you.

i will never have the courage to ask.

GIVE ME SOME ZEST!

2009-03-14T15:46:00.002+08:00

BOREDOM KILLS ONE!

HAHAHAHA...

accompany my mum to salon this morning.i was so bored sitting at a corner.then i saw this SERIOUSLY CUTE LITTLE BOY having his hair cut! gosh.he's SOOOOOO ADORABLE!! so wanna pinch his cheeks! erm...hahaha

just watched an old literature chinese movie (starring Leslie Cheung)..called ''Phantom Lover''. freaking awesome movie that i wanted to watch since some donkey years ago. trying to find that book!! darn...but seems to be so impossible!!

stuck at home.sian...no mood to study for now.give my brain cells a break b4 the nx chionging session starts!

wanna go for a swim.but the sky is so DARK!! one moment so sunny,the next...GLOOMY! irritating! LOL..

sian...got sore throat and some irritation problems...cant eat biscuits.cakes.breads.chocolates.eggs!! for 1 week!!! it's going to kill me...drinking plenty or water and liang teh....

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

just so drained....

2009-03-13T19:28:00.004+08:00

okay...being super uber random here....BUT I WANNA GO ONTO SINGPORE FLYER!!!! hahahaha.who will go with me? *HINT*

feeling so drained.wonder why?hmmm...must be the block test's fault!damn it...hope i'll make it.cant sleep well recently,so weird!cuz im so freaking tired!! something's wrong with me...my body is going upside down! LOL...

finally march holidays is next week!! but sch reopen,i've still got 2 H2 papers....physics and econs!nevertheless,im still gonna find some time to chill and go out!cant wait to meet up with my good old pal JP,juju and chacha!!! hahaha....also,audrey,gina they all!!! miss all the nonsense! HAHAHAHAHA....then can take lots of pictures!!! whee!!!

hmmmmm...planning my exercise schedule,sounds crazy right? LOl...i haven't run for more than a week after my sprain.my ankle is so much better now! (P.S. THANK YOU to those who cared about my ankle...as in...nvm,i know i sound super weird...HAHAHAHA)

i've been craving for some shopping spree..but seriously,im BROKE TO THE MAX!!! darn!! practically can make a list of the things i want...but most of them are really redundant! LOL...take a look at the list...for fun! LOL

anw..wonder why i kinda of lost my appetite.this is bad.LOL...HAHAHA..normally after an exam paper,i'll crave for lots of delicious food, but not these few days.even though my stomach grumble and groan like mad during the paper,but when i end my paper..i just don't feel hungry.in fact i feel so grossed out eating super/heavy flavoured food. my sis went to marks&spencer to buy some snacks,and i ate one small easter egg, and i was like :''WHAT THE!??! why is it so sweet????'' my sis was like..''excuse me,thought u've got a sweet tooth??''ended drinking lots of water and my mum's home-cooked barley. hmmm...need some zest in my life!! LOL..like what? hmmmmm....haha

things i want to buy:
1.red fbt shorts(round cut)
2. adizero split shorts women (YELLOW)
3. adidas Xephyr/adidas supernova light sunglass
4. well...im currently trying to find some fabulous/nice flowy dress which are cheap..but it's so difficult...LOL
5. A WATER BOTTLE!!! this is super essential! LOL
6. He's just not that into you by Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo
7. The Reader by Bernhard Schlink
8. need some bright colour clothes....SHOPPING!!! LOL....

hahaha.this list has alot of sports stuff..LOL...sian.....

happen to stumble upon a blog.just thought that it's so tiring to play this mind game.or am i the only one who's being playing the dumb game? why cant a girl do something?but then..the guy will think u're a freak isn't it? just hate this part,guessing and waiting....

2009-03-04T13:28:00.001+08:00

SIMPLY FRUSTRATED AND FEELING HELL LOUSY.

ankle sprained at the last 700m of the cross country?!?!?! what is this?

well,my own fault.that's all.

there goes my hard work.

not top 20, i still don't mind. why cant i just finish the run by running!!?? and not walk.

im not against walking.im against myself walking.

this is it.i'll go for 2 star kayaking in june.

why do i feel so empty?

2009-02-27T20:52:00.005+08:00

ok..some pictures...well...it's 2 actually....sian..no pics to upload..LOL

after local CIP on v-day at bugis cafe.had fun that laughing at some ridiculous stuff...thx for the laughing session, esp SUNAK(aka GERARD)

zz's bday!! at ASTONS!! 15ppl turned up.quite accomplished! LOL...it was fun..

this week is BLUE and GLOOMY for me.darn.

WHY??? obviously.ANGER for no reason.PMS! hahaha.

cross country is next wed,and i dun have the confidence to win top 20 AT ALL! fantastic...

i miss kayaking like hell shit. just gonna taking 2-star & 3-star kayaking ASAP !!!
22may:the day whereby i MUST lose 4kg!! on my way to do so!!

running tmr morning,4km only.but timing for 3.6km.hope on wed can at least get a nice timing. like, 16mins?? hope so...then it'll be homework and math ws!!!

praying super hard that on sunday there'll be STRONG SUN for me!!! that would really make my day (in this week)

thoughts for the week(so far):
1. simply a bloody whiner.that's me.
2. I MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING!! brens,lets' be friends... LOL.. :D
3. darn.a crapper.but i like.the tan.the build.and..
4. hate mind games.simply hate it.
5. why the empty feeling?
6. too late to regret.
7. why cant i just kayak!?!?
8. feel fat and fair...HAHAHAHA..
9. feeling irritated..WHY?

I NEED THE SUN!

2009-02-13T18:16:00.003+08:00

today's dip's birthday!!!! hope she likes what i've and others have planned for her...see,im so efficient rite,dip?LOL..bet she's puking if she sees this!LOL...but thought it was not bad..13th..BLACK FRIDAY...LOL...no biggy man.LOL...

today got quite a number of valentine's day gift!!! gosh!!! so happy!I FINALLY GOT A CARTOON BALLOON!!AND IT'S FROM DIP!!!!COOKIE MONSTER LEH!!!!!!!hahahahah...

hmmmm...this week has another surprise..in a way..LOL.shan't be so obvious...but dip will know whom i refering to...LOL..well...hahahaha

darn..wanted to go for time trial for 3.2km wif my sis then do some statics..but got gastric!!!super duber pain man!!dunno why..so couldnt go...damn it...

hmmm...mayb tmr i shall go for a swim...and hope there'll be strong sun.like freaking STRONG??LOL..im becoming fairer..which is so gross...im refering to myself,i jus don't like being fair-skinned..eh..is it like that?LOL..SUN SUN SUN SUN SUN...PLEASE COME OUT!BRIGHT BRIGHT OK?LOL...

lalalalalalala.....

valentine's day is tomorrow...big deal..another day for me..hahahaha..but something to share with you people,someone made this comment..'dammnit..my cupid arrow lost it's way for 6 years?!?!?!?'...isn't that kinda of hilarious.LOL..so funny.anyway...i doing CIP in the morning near golden mile food centre..then afternoon probably meeting candy for lunch at astons...but kinda of lazy to go out tmr..cuz u'll see lots of couples filling up the cafes,restaurants,shopping malls and etc...hmmm...reluctant...just feel like going for a run and swim and make myself super tired and zonk out...LOL...

right at this moment...i want to row...be it kayaking or canoeing...i miss kayaking...think i'll take 2-star after 'A'levels..then go for dragon boating?or jus focus on kayaking??hmmmm......if i take 3-star,then i must take 4-star,or else wasted...4-star course is rather demanding but FREAKING AWESOME MAN!LOL...hahahaha...gotta go to west malaysia(if i nv rmb wrongly)....shiok...

in the sea/water..under the sun...the sand..the mud..the salty water...this is life.

and..i feel like cutting my hair short!!! :D...perhaps bob hair which i wanted to cut since last year?maybe...

2009-02-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

regret?

regret?

regret?

i don't regret joining my previous cca.

but i certainly do regret not joining canoeing.it was and still is my passion since secondary 2.
i want to join not because of the glory.not because of the achievements.not because of the fame.

but because of my interest.

now that i lost that chance.

i feel sad.

LOL..sound like a BIG kid.hahahaha

gotta wait after a levels b4 pursuing my dream.maybe dragon boating?kayaking?canoeing?

for now.it's studies and ALL ABOUT RUNNING LIKE MAD!

2009-02-07T14:55:00.001+08:00

i knew it.

it would never happen.

enough is enough.

truce limit is definitely OVER!

break down.

1 2 3 4

2009-02-06T17:15:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this week have been so tiring..i dunno why!just feel that i dont sleep enough! moreover the jc1 are in school, making the cafe super crowded and noisy! hahahaha..i bet the previous batch think the same way when we jc1s were occupying the seats and doing nothing! HAHAHAHA...

tmr morning going for a 6km run..hope i can wake up at eh...6am..LOL..gotta chiong hw tonight,then i'll be free tmr to go out wif 2 friends! finally can meet up..from 5 become 2..sian...

dip intro this song to me..'1 2 3 4' by Plain White T's

1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had,
Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad,
Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin’ mad,
I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy,
It’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you

Give me more lovin’ from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Best I that I’ve had, I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easyIt’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you)
I love you There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you (I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

(1, 2, 3, 4) I love you
(I love you) I love you.

this song is so simple and sweet!!! HAHAHAHAHA..

valentine's day is coming.and we girls have jsut 'forced' our class guys to buy a present for the gift exchange thingy...LOL...tsk tsk..sian..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

hmmmmmmmmmm.....

CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-26T22:50:00.003+08:00

ok...i hereby wishing everyone a happy new year! maybe this ox year,everyone will do well in a levels...or in ur studies/cca/sports and etc :D

gosh...thought cny will have a good rest..

NO WAY MAN!!!

got so busy and only had 3 hours plus of sleep,kinda of like tradition lah..LOL...went to temple early in the morning with my parents.still have so many devoted buddhist.my sis was grumbling all the way,well she just isn't a morning person, that's all! hahaha...

went home and sleep for AWHILE.hahaha...change up and went out to collect ang baos!!! hahahaha..no lah..house visiting..LOL..it's so tiring and PAINFUL!! PAINFUL because, as you can see in the photo..the heels are REALLY SUPER HIGH!!! gosh!!! poor sis..she walk until her legs tremble, but luckily, im wearing flats tomorrow!! hahaha....one thing,i nearly wore the same thing as my cousin today, but i decided to wear a dress..haha..or else it's the same red and white checked long sleeved and tube people...LOL...

yawn!!! tiring man!! hahaha..didnt have much appetite today...dunno why..LOL..

anyway,we're so lucky today.whenever we just walked out to the roadside and flag,there'll be a taxi pop out!! HAHAHAHAHA...

arghhh...havent do my hw yet...haha..dun tink i'll do anyway..LOL...

hmmmm....CANT WAIT TO MEET UP wif the badminton girls!! :D can wear new clothes ...hehehehe...

more photos will be uploaded..LOL..

my sis's GUESS incredible high heels(left) & my red hot heels(right)
me with my red heels

me with my sis's heels

sis&me

P.S. apparently my sis & i are kinda of vain! LOL...HAHAHAHAHAHA...well,we just like our outfit lah...hehehe.and it's a practise we do.take photos during cny

just another day

2009-01-18T14:43:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my 18th birthday.

basically,it's just another day.

nothing much.

sang birthday song and cut a cake with my family and had a meal at ajisen..didnt eat much.ha.didnt feel hungry at that hour..

hmmm..am i excited?

well,im jus gonna treat myself to either a top/dress from hula&co....hahahahahaha....well,make myself happy! hahaha.well, it's not that others dun make me happy, but sometimes u gotta now how to pamper urself once in a blue moon...LOL..

18th birthday eve

2009-01-16T20:49:00.002+08:00

THANK GOD!! seriously man..

TGIF!!!!

1st week of school and it's kinda of killing me, but lucky i'm still alright with getting up at 5am and sleeping at a super duper late time..

had 3 celebrations on 3 consecutive days...dunno why but it made me kinda of sick of eating food or eating cakes...hahaha...but it's not the bday people's fault...i just didnt have the mood...or 'correct' emotion!! hahaha...

went to celebrate cpf's 18th bday on tues at astons!! the food is awesome and the price is so FANTASTIC!!!!! hahaha...but the service need some..eh...improvement...LOL...

i was looking forward to my bday, which is tmr...but, now, i cant be bothered with it man. just another day.

but i really thank (in no order of merit or etc) CPF,DIP,ALICIA,CANDY,RACHEL for the wonderful cards, scarf, wallet, photo frame, board, horny lollipop, kung fu panda puppet!!! thanks alot...sorry gals if i looked sad/frustrated when ur gave me the puppet at first...today is not my day and this week is kinda of sucky for me...so sorry girls..

18th bday...i was hoping for something big...but now, if i have some silence/rest at a fantastic place with no weird ppl disturbing me..i think that's the best present?? hahaha...im not sure...

but what do i really want?

i know there's something i want.something money can't buy. HAHAHAHAHA...

why am i so freaking sad?!?!?!?!?!?!? this is so wrong!

dun tink studies is being affected/ affecting me...

then what?

frustrated!!

2009-01-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

darn!!

so frustrated today!!

lost my math worksheets!! as in the qns that i've completed...so lucky!!!gotta redo by tmr morning 6am! no choice!

spend all day long cleaning the house again!!! damn...

no time to run/swim today....irritating!

miss them! super irritating!!! 2 more weeks??? or 3??

decorated the house for tmr's party...*groan*

some happy things?? hmmmm

cut my hair at jeanyip, now my hair is short for a pony tail..darn,hahaha...bought hair mask to treat my super dry hair. bought a pair of sneakers.YEAH!! sis chose it for me.nice lah...eh..ate tom yam noodles! happy...nothing else man..LOL...hope my hair will grow longer asap!!

hahaha...tmr gotta go taka in the morning to collect a HUGE cake...hahahaha!! my sis is an adult!! gosh!! so scary..in a way...so much to think about..hahaha..sounds old!

anyone got an idea where's Asics Convert Line shop? i wanna buy the running shoes :D

18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....
18th bithday coming....